Mad Shazzza!

At the moment i hate life . im getting blamed for everything . im so close to walking out my house and running away , but i wont know where to run to . ive been through so much this year with papa going into hositpal and not seeing people close to me ive not seen my wee babaaa in 6 months and its breaking me not seeing her! ive missed my christmas with her and i want to thank my auntie for talking to me in private about my wee situations cause i dont really trust anyone else and right now i hate you who pretend to be me to another friend ! you sick little rat ! and am glas i have my best friend to tell me what you’ve done to me behind my back … but anyway i hate life still .. you protected me from all evil and at this present moment i need you more than ever! im truely sorry :’( xx 

Wow! Sophie is 10 today! I remember my mum being pregnant with her & i remember going up to the hositpal to see my new baby sister who is now not a baby! Happy 10th Birthday Sophie

aye! everyone moan at me! phone and ipod is off me , so am on this via laptop so if you need me , get me on this . Bye!

Papa go’s into hospital tomorrow morning for a big operation & he’s in till Tuesday :( ly papa x